“raw, and messy”
This is very much an introspective novel, that deeply examines the darker side of girlhood, in a time where every thought, image, and emotion is tied to the digital world. It’s in the shorter side, which does mean that parts feel less developed, and I do think the book falls short of being a true commentary. However, it’s definitely raw and unapologetic at all times. McCurdy’s narrative of the young and vulnerable girl that feels older than her age, leading to a very unethical relationship is depressing. And it’s definitely meant to be. Waldo is an incredibly flawed girl, and has a complex relationship with love and affection. From her shopping binges and physical insecurities, to her lack of real friends, and her destructive relationships, are self-inflicted and compulsive. And yet, she’s literally only just beginning her life. It’s not the first book that deals with older male teachers that prey on younger female students, but this is heavily linked to the current economic and political environment, offering a new perspective on an unfortunately common issue. I think the most interesting relationship in this book is between Waldo and her mother, who remains just out of reach as a person. Their story is one of a cycle of emotional outbursts, and unfulfilled dreams. I do not want to talk about that man. I got angry every time he turned up (which was a lot). Thank you to the publisher for my arc. All thoughts are my own.
Hardback edition
This reviewer received a free of charge product for review.