““Everyone has their little quirks””
Middleton isn’t wrong, everyone does have their own quirks, but in her lyrical and unflinching memoir, the actor now turned memoirist invites us into her self-appreciable world, introducing us to the scorpions that are her obsessions and compulsions. OCD is different for different people, and the routines and actions for one individual living with OCD will be different from another’s. What doesn’t change are how OCD can affect a person’s life, and Middleton is brutally honest about how her OCD manifests in her day to day, her personal life, her work life. High schooler, undergrad, acting professional: in a spare 45,000 words, Middleton opens up her routines, her thought cycles, her challenges and her victories, over, despite, in concert with her scorpions.
Even so, with all of these things going on, Middleton comes across as a committed and passionate human being, warm and friendly and non-judgemental, perhaps modelling the behaviour she wants to see from those she encounters. I felt the humour that must live in this forthright actor in the inclusion of guided OCD rituals and a choose your own OCD adventure, scientific quotes on scorpions, poetry: a metatextual salad that only adds to the thoroughness of Middleton’s recounting of her own particular obsessions and compulsions.
And the scorpions: the scorpions have personality, like massed ranks within Middleton to help categorise the world into good and bad, fearful and comforting. I’ll never look at a scorpion in the same way.
Four and a half stars.
Hardback edition
This reviewer received a free of charge product for review.