The much loved former cricketer lays bare the suffering of his post-playing days in this raw account of addiction and mental illness. Ultimately, however, The Judge is a positive story of regaining control and pursuing new goals, as his current career as a commentator ably demonstrates.
Robin Smith was one of England's most popular cricketers of the 1990s. The Judge, as he was known to all, took on some of the most dangerous fast bowlers of all time with a skill and fearlessness that ensured hero status.
His savage square cut drew roars of approval from fans all around the world, especially those of his beloved England and Hampshire. But when he was prematurely dumped from the England set-up at the age of 32, he had to face his toughest opponent of all - himself.
Smith suffered a debilitating loss of identity, especially when he retired from professional cricket in 2003, and struggled to deal with the contradictions in his personality. Was he the Judge, the fearless warrior, or Robin Smith, the frantic worrier?
Without a support structure to transition from cricket to the outside world, Smith suffered from mental health, alcohol, marital and financial problems until he hit rock bottom and planned to take his own life.
In The Judge - More than Just a Game, he revisits his experience of extreme darkness and challenges received wisdom about masculinity and mental health. He also shares the many highs and lows of his eventful international and county career, including his exhilarating battles with the West Indies and his struggles against mystery spin. And he reflects fondly on a time when cricketers worked hard and partied even harder; a time almost unrecognisable to the modern day.
Publisher: Vintage Publishing
Number of pages: 336
Weight: 618 g
Dimensions: 240 x 162 x 32 mm
"An incredibly moving yet uplifting account of his career of high achievement and fall to the depths of mental illness" * Daily Mail *
"A profoundly moving book" * Guardian *
"Robin Smith is one of the most-loved cricketers of his era... [The Judge] documents his time in the game, as well as the harrowing struggles he suffered when the eyes went, the runs stopped, and real life intruded. Recommended" * Wisden Cricket Monthly *