A blisteringly beautiful and raw portrait of vulnerability and destruction brought about by desire, Acts of Desperation announces the arrival of an exciting new voice in fiction.
Shortlisted for the Sunday Times Young Writer of the Year Award 2021
Longlisted for the Dylan Thomas Prize 2022.
Discover this bitingly honest, darkly funny debut novel about a toxic relationship and secret female desire, from an emerging star of Irish literature.
Love was the final consolation, would set ablaze the fields of my life in one go, leaving nothing behind. I thought of it as a force which would clean me and by its presence make me worthy of it. There was no religion in my life after early childhood, and a great faith in love was what I had cultivated instead. Oh, don't laugh at me for this, for being a woman who says this to you. I hear myself speak.
Even now, even after all that took place between us, I can still feel how moved I am by him. Ciaran was that downy, darkening blond of a baby just leaving its infancy. He was the most beautiful man I had ever seen. None of it mattered in the end; what he looked like, who he was, the things he would do to me. To make a beautiful man love and live with me had seemed - obviously, intuitively - the entire point of life. My need was greater than reality, stronger than the truth, more savage than either of us would eventually bear. How could it be true that a woman like me could need a man's love to feel like a person, to feel that I was worthy of life? And what would happen when I finally wore him down and took it?
Publisher: Vintage Publishing
ISBN: 9781529113013
Number of pages: 288
Weight: 200 g
Dimensions: 196 x 128 x 24 mm
Please believe the hype . . . Nolan's book describes a very particular experience and it does so with rare intelligence and courage . . . [Her] headlong, fearless prose feels like salt wind on cracked lips. You wince and you thrill. - Sunday Times
Deeply felt and seriously, spikily intelligent . . . The millennial author everyone should be watching right now. - Daily Telegraph
Tapping into the zeitgeist comes one of the books of 2021: Megan Nolan's Acts of Desperation . . . a heartbreaking-but-resonating portrait of one woman's savage mistreatment of herself in the name of love. - Stylist
There is so much to admire in this extremely impressive first novel, which captures an intense experience with clarity and style. It is fully itself, and flawless in its way. - Guardian
Nigh-on impossible not to devour. - Daily Mail
Megan Dolan is one of a series of young talented Irish writers who emerged recently, Sally Rooney, Louise Nealon, Naoise Dolan a few to count on. They become the voice of new generation relating their anxieties,... More
Acts of Desperation is an uncomfortable to read, it is a brutally honest account of the life of a young woman who is in a toxic relationship. The interesting part of the story is that she is aware the relationship is... More
Acts of Desperation is A-MAZ-ING!! Never have I read a book that more accurately portrayed an emotionally abusive relationship, and the dynamic that exists between an empath and a narcissist. Nor have I ever read a... More
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